why we feel it, what is trying to signal to us, what power does it hold…
Discomfort…
It’s far more influential than we care to give credit to it for. No, seriously. People can handle death and pain and misery. But not discomfort. In fact, the fear in everything, lie in discomfort.
Do you know why?
Because human, as in us, have become slaves to their own complex. As in the the many layered complex that makes up one human then the whole of humanity.
Even simpler, body and mind and any other dimension we might not even be aware of. Probably many other dimensions we can’t even imagine or ever will. Unless in books and mystic teachings.
Anyhow, we have become slaves to to our own complex! Mind has its own programs that runs our lives, body has its own reactions and actions programmed into it, and we’re; as in the the real dude up there cause we really don’t need to be told that this, what we see and feel is not all there is to us humans, we all know it naturally, there’s another true side to all of us; sort of asleep like our small lives are a joke. Basically.
Since science is the common language these days, so it’s the common story we all believe in and bet on; not because it’s all true and real; lets talk science.
Also, one more thing. I’m not going to tell things straight, but let you make the links and find the patterns yourself. Because everyone has all the knowledge in existence in their every bit, and answers and advice never work. Questions and curiosity does. So words left untold, like in songs and art, are the ones most useful, like the empty space inside the house that makes it useful. So let your mind run wild and free, with no focus for this purpose. Of discovering.
Discomfort, is when your…complex is not ready.
Ready to encounter a certain situation, a certain environment, a certain thought. Why would your complex not be ready? Because it, as in your complex, has meaning tags attached to each of those.
And quite surprisingly, these tags usually line up like an algorithm, and their primary tag, is fear. Fear of not finding your light which becomes a fear of your own light, because fear of not finding raises a fear of that light, to sedate the latter.
Common belief these days, is fear of death. The fear that has kept us alive and adapting up to this day. But, I don’t think that’s the case. Those who fear death, fear life, because they had spent their lives fearing really living, and now they are leaving without ever living, and what’s gone won’t come back. It’s a whole unique possibility, unique dream lost, forever, and that’s poetically painful.
And, to be honest, nature doesn’t fear death, nor does it try to avoid it. It’s juts us! If you’ve seen a dying animal, as in in documentaries etc, you’ll realize when they’re about to die, they relax and find a suitable place to drop their body.
A life well lived, is like watching a special movie. You cry until no tears remain, and laugh until your face is paralyzed but most of it, you just listen and indulge in an unfamiliar nostalgia. And then, when it ends, you feel full and fuzzy, and just want to go to sleep.
Yet again, discomfort comes from a movie that is unfinished and incomplete. As if an important factor, an important bit of it is missing. A bit you can’t really identify.
As we go through life, we condition our complex to favor certain things and not other things. And the favored group, are does told to us, so they are the easiest thing to hold on to. And, they often serve the constructs we have made to serve us, like money and industry and economy.
And all this happens from early age, when we are relaxed and have no guards up and completely natural. Not a clean slit, because for something to be programmed, it has to contain a base knowledge, for example if you want to program a machine to play chess, first the rule of chess has to given to it. Our youngsters are the same. They already have all the base knowledge, just haven’t been programmed to use it meaningfully, intelligently, selectively. A huge part of intelligence, is choosing out of all information one bit to keep for a purpose and to delete all other bits on information.
But once we are programmed, it becomes a super slippery slope. Because, again, this programs tend to enslave us, rather than serve the experience of the moment we live.
Let me give you a more…tangible insight.
Every experience, has two phases, external which is an event and internal which is the meaning tag attached to the event. Together they evoke thoughts and emotions interchangeably, which results in a behavior. The pattern of these behaviors, make up our past and present and future.
A game of information, this world is.
Now, every time an experience occurs, a circuit of neurons is formed. And as the name suggests, a circuit serves a specific function. A single function. The society of circuits, animate a body. Now, every time the same experience is repeated, a thicker and thicker insulating sheath is formed around that circuit, which means it happens faster and easier, without effort, naturally. It becomes intuition. Bear in mind that these circuits run across the body not just in the brain. Also bear in mind, that as these circuits conduct electricity, because the movement of electrical charge, there forms an energetic field.
Over time, it wont be you deciding what your body is to do. But your own body with its own circuits, like a robot. The wiring has been done, your biology has been set, and if not exercised in a specific way, it’s going to give a prison of a body.
Now, each of these circuits have their own small meaning tags, which translates to chemical tags, which build up your energetic state of being. Emotion is energy in motion, movement of these chemicals that create energy fields.
The emotion is never the problem, the attitude, the tags, they become the problem.
Now, constantly, in life, there’s two major forces. One struggling to make you more you, closer to the true you, one doing the exact opposite, trying to keep you small. And small doesn’t mean practically weak, look at viruses.
This, is the source of discomfort. It’s the noise that constantly comes up with most marvelous and elegantly complicated excuses. It’s intelligent, so very intelligent.
And where you belief goes, your focus goes, and where your focus goes, your energy flows, and where your energy flows, well, it’s where your fields and circuit anchor. That’s where you’re going basically.
And there’s a single poetic way to see whether you’re becoming more you. That, is to just imagine for a moment, something you want to do, in order to see a speculation, an imagination in flesh. And believe that it’s absolutely there, literally it is in the united quantum field of information waiting to be observed (another post;) ), and see the statement it’s going to make to the world while it lasts. Your world.
And then, imagine it never happening when it could.
When it was happening, but you didn’t capture it.
If that bring a sudden emptiness it your chest, then, maybe, your its worth spending a bit more of your life on that rather than listening, and believing in, those programs…
